You know it’s bad when the people around you don’t notice you’re a little on the depressed side. I don’t know what is going on with me but I find it really hard to get up in the morning and during my work week I feel guilty of leaving Kaylen when I have to go to work. I was given Anti-Anxiety/Anti-depressant medication after I had Kay because the doctors felt I was showing some signs of postpartum depression and with a history of anxiety they didn’t want to chance it. So now they have me on “Celexa”, a low dose, and although I can tell when I don’t take the pill, when I do I don’t feel like its helping much. I know I need to contact my doctor… I just hate the hoops they make me jump through
…
…..
……
Yesterday was one of our first family days out in a long time. Jesse and I took Kaylen to the CA state Fair and it was fun. Kay got crabby, but that was because she refused to go to take her nap, but I don’t blame her, with all that noise and all the sounds, she was very excited and most likely didn’t want to miss anything. We won her this huge baby Betty boop doll, it’s about her size and she absolutely loved it… laughing like crazy whenever she saw it. I had a pretty good time, I did get irritated a bit, between having to maneuver a stroller through a crowd of people who seemed to be looking at everything, but were blind to anything in a stroller or wheelchair, or the occasional group of people who looked like they were trying to get out of the crowd then stopped abruptly in the middle of the walkway making it impossible for anyone to pass them. I don’t even know why I bother going out anymore, it’s like I am permanently irritated by stupid people.
I wish I knew what is going on with me
…
…..
……
Yesterday was one of our first family days out in a long time. Jesse and I took Kaylen to the CA state Fair and it was fun. Kay got crabby, but that was because she refused to go to take her nap, but I don’t blame her, with all that noise and all the sounds, she was very excited and most likely didn’t want to miss anything. We won her this huge baby Betty boop doll, it’s about her size and she absolutely loved it… laughing like crazy whenever she saw it. I had a pretty good time, I did get irritated a bit, between having to maneuver a stroller through a crowd of people who seemed to be looking at everything, but were blind to anything in a stroller or wheelchair, or the occasional group of people who looked like they were trying to get out of the crowd then stopped abruptly in the middle of the walkway making it impossible for anyone to pass them. I don’t even know why I bother going out anymore, it’s like I am permanently irritated by stupid people.
I wish I knew what is going on with me
Post a Comment