Sorry I have left you all in the dark for so long. So let me start with the most important thing, I am still pregnant and no changes as of my last OB appointment. I do have one tomorrow and hope that there will be some sort of change by then. I told Jesse that I am getting bummed every time I go in and they do an exam and nothing changes. I also feel like there is no room left for this little one to grow and am dealing with the fear of not being able to birth her, for fear of hurting her and hurting me. I guess I have to wait and see what tomorrow's appointment shares with me.
Other then that, I am off on maternity leave and sorta wish I was at work this week. I don't know how to enjoy some well needed time off and this last week has been so stressing I would have much rather of been at work dealing with the uncomfortable chair and back labor pains that made me decide to go out on leave in the first place. I don't know if I told any of you yet but Jesse and I made an offer on a house and got it, now we are dealing with the financing portion and our Real Estate/Loan officer is causing me more stress then needed. So on top of being almost done pregnant, I have to deal with this guy and the stress of packing up a apartment and moving. I think the stress is what is keeping this little one inside of me, and not out in the world where she has a huge family waiting for her to arrive.
And on that note, HAPPY THANKS GIVING readers.
I will try to post again soon.
Other then that, I am off on maternity leave and sorta wish I was at work this week. I don't know how to enjoy some well needed time off and this last week has been so stressing I would have much rather of been at work dealing with the uncomfortable chair and back labor pains that made me decide to go out on leave in the first place. I don't know if I told any of you yet but Jesse and I made an offer on a house and got it, now we are dealing with the financing portion and our Real Estate/Loan officer is causing me more stress then needed. So on top of being almost done pregnant, I have to deal with this guy and the stress of packing up a apartment and moving. I think the stress is what is keeping this little one inside of me, and not out in the world where she has a huge family waiting for her to arrive.
And on that note, HAPPY THANKS GIVING readers.
I will try to post again soon.
Hang in there your doing great. Try to walk as much as you can. My grandsons mama walked alot and she went into labor and had her baby in 5 hours. 2 pushes and she laughed him right out. I had 3 c- sections and 3 perfect baby boys. No matter what happens it will be a great story when your baby grows up. Take care.
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